The First 2 Hours

This is a constant struggle. Up until 10:00am I'm good to go. I've had my coffee, I'm focused and organized. I'm getting stuff done at work. During that time I feel like its ok. I can handle it. So, I think to myself, "Should I just stick it out another year or so at this job? Can I handle another year or so? If I do, I'll probably get a nice monetary gift from the company for my wedding next year..." But I can't put myself through misery for an entire year while also stressing out about the wedding planning just so I'll get a fat check from the company. That's ridiculous. But this company is ridiculous, so it would actually make some sense in that aspect.