Better, sort of...

Ok, so I've worked out a few days since the last post. I've been eating a lot better and trying to at least walk every day if I can't workout. Oddly though, I think I've gained weight! I am almost up to my highest weight ever and I feel all jiggly, bloated, and ugly. Then a couple days ago I started feeling really sick with typical symptoms of a bladder infection. How do I know that's what it was? I get them all the time. I had one just a couple months ago! Its so annoying, so painful, and worst of all... I can't have sex. I meant to call my doctor yesterday but after taking OTC pills to suppress the symptoms, I got busy at work and forgot to call for an appointment. I think there's something wrong with me! I mean, how is it possible that I get these so often? I'm not dirty...I take showers frequently, really I do! This plus the fact that I feel extra bloated just worries me. Is there any reason I would be retaining water due to this infection? Who knows. I guess that's a question I'll have to ask my doctor when I get that appointment.