Sunday, November 25, 2007

I'm a Selfish Lover!!!!

Ok, I guess since my fiance and I don't really have a lot of sex or even mess around that much anymore I'd forgotten the whole reason behind it. He's a terrible lover! Well, maybe not terrible. I mean, he's ok. But its always awkward and there is no chemistry. How did we ever get this far with our sex life being so lame? I don't understand! I mean, it must have been good in the beginning. We f*cked like bunnies at least for the first year. Then I don't know what happened. Now that we're like an old married couple we just got used to the fact that we're not going to be all over each other all the time and that's ok. We are a great couple without that. Some people would probably think we're nuts because there are a lot of things that we think work for our relationship but might seem weird to others. But it just seems to be ok with us.

... I'm still wondering, though, why my best friend can turn me on like no other and my own fiance makes me want to run in the other room and hide.

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