Ok, so there definitely might be something unbalanced about me this week, or even this whole month. When I went to my psychiatrist last Monday I surprised myself by telling her that I was doing very well and life was going great. When I thought about it I was like, "wow, life is great? That's awesome!" Then this week I was totally lethargic all week until today, when I made a point to get a triple shot of espresso in my coffee in hopes of being more productive (only 1 shot more than usual). So, not only am I feeling more productive today, but I'm also feeling pretty damn good physically after that morning buzz. And I mean buzz literally. My body is buzzing, my foot is tapping, and I'm generally feeling really good inside. You know that feeling when you wake up in the morning after a good nights sleep and you give yourself a nice big morning stretch and wake up with a smile. That's how I feel. Its as if I just sniffed a fat line of...like Elvira Hancock in Scarface, which makes me think, why don't I just do that stuff every day? Screw the coffee! If I can be this productive and feel this good, why did I ever stop messing with that stuff? Alright, lets not get into that. I know the answer to that question. Its because I started waking up in the morning feeling like I'd lost 1000
brain cells the
night before and I couldn't even formulate a sentence without pausing for 2 minutes. That's a damn good reason to stop. But it sure does have its temporary perks. I guess I'll just have to stick to my caffiene addiction and up my intake of espresso every morning. Thank you, Starbucks!!!!
Ok, so there definitely might be something unbalanced about me this week, or even this whole month. When I went to my psychiatrist last Monday I surprised myself by telling her that I was doing very well and life was going great. When I thought about it I was like, "wow, life is great? That's awesome!" Then this week I was totally lethargic all week until today, when I made a point to get a triple shot of espresso in my coffee in hopes of being more productive (only 1 shot more than usual). So, not only am I feeling more productive today, but I'm also feeling pretty damn good physically after that morning buzz. And I mean buzz literally. My body is buzzing, my foot is tapping, and I'm generally feeling really good inside. You know that feeling when you wake up in the morning after a good nights sleep and you give yourself a nice big morning stretch and wake up with a smile. That's how I feel. Its as if I just sniffed a fat line of...like Elvira Hancock in Scarface, which makes me think, why don't I just do that stuff every day? Screw the coffee! If I can be this productive and feel this good, why did I ever stop messing with that stuff? Alright, lets not get into that. I know the answer to that question. Its because I started waking up in the morning feeling like I'd lost 1000 
brain cells the night before and I couldn't even formulate a sentence without pausing for 2 minutes. That's a damn good reason to stop. But it sure does have its temporary perks. I guess I'll just have to stick to my caffiene addiction and up my intake of espresso every morning. Thank you, Starbucks!!!!
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