Stop Messing With My Head

So, I basically spent the whole weekend with him. I got all ready for this "date" we were supposed to be going on Saturday night (like a girl usually would for a real date...shaved, showered, dolled up and smelling all good), and then I come to find out we're just going to hang out with our friends at their house. That was confusing. He did take me out to dinner though, just the 2 of us, which was nice...and then he kissed me several times after we left the restaurant, putting me into a daze right before we went to our friends house and then left me hanging the rest of the night because we can't do anything in front of our friends. Wierd. I don't understand... is he trying to show me that we can just be friends and hang out without getting sexual? Or was he just trying to restrain himself because he doesn't want to do that to his boy again? I don't know. Its so confusing.

We stayed at our friends house overnight because we were getting drunk and the weather was crappy so it was safer. I didn't realize till the next day that I was stuck there with them all day while they watched football. I didn't even have any way to go home and take a shower. It sucked. I pretty much napped on and off all day with my head on his shoulder while he watched the games. That was nice. It was comforting. It reminded me of when I was younger and couldn't sleep at night. I'd go into the living room and put my head on my dad's shoulder and try to fall asleep there while he watched the games or shows he'd taped from ealier in the day. So, finally we left our friends house to go home. I figured we'd just go back to his house, I'd get my car and go home. But he ended up driving out of the way to show me all these houses that were decorated for xmas, and then we went and rented a movie. I didn't get home until 10:30pm and I was so exhausted. I'm still exhausted today, and a little sick to my stomach because I didn't have my pills with me yesterday so I think that threw me off a bit.

Ok, so seriously... I don't get it. He told me he hasn't had sex in a month or more because he's been waiting for this girl he's seeing to give it up. But... he's had every opportunity to get together with her for that and instead, he's spent that time with me. She even texted him while we were watching the movie and said, "you've been ignoring me all wknd". I told him she's probably pissed because she wants to get laid too. But he said, "oh well. I've been occupied." ...what does that mean?? I almost know him better than he does when it comes to that. How could he not be interested in that? Unless... he's more interested in me.