So Smitten..

*Sighhhh*..... I am so incredibly smitten right now. I have butterflies!! Yesterday he and I talked for a long time about our feelings for each other and what we wanted as far as being together. I can't believe how one afternoon of talking, kissing, and staring at each other can make my feelings that much stronger. I feel so much better now that we really talked. He's crazy about me! ...just as crazy as I am about him and it feels so good. I got so much off my chest, too. I told him how he makes me insanely jealous with the other girls, but that if he wants to have a relationship with one of them then he should and I'll back off and respect that because he deserves to have a girlfriend. After all, I've been in a relationship the whole time he's known me and he's been the one who's single and wanted to be with me. So, it kinda makes sense. His response to that was... "I have a feeling if I start a relationship with this girl, its not going to be fair--I really care about her--but as soon as you're single I know I'm going to leave her to be with you." We also talked about how great we are together... how we absolutely love hanging out with each other, and neither one of us has ever met anyone who kisses better--which we both agreed is extremely important because kissing is a key factor. He told me I'm the coolest person he knows... which is funny because he's constantly picking on me for the dorky stuff I do and calling me lame.

I know I am in way too deep now but what can I do about it? I'm head over heels for him. I just want to scream it from the rooftops... I'm in love with my best friend!!!!