Absence Makes the <3 Grow Fonder

Its true what they say... this week I purposely did not see BF. We talked briefly throughout the week, in the afternoons or just before I went to bed, but didn't see each other. Then yesterday I went over to his house for dinner. He seemed kind of down and distracted, but he was happy to see me. I sat on his lap and couldn't stop staring at him and wanting to kiss him. He said to me, "its so hard for me to hold back what I want to say." And I knew what he meant... he complimented me a lot..."you look cute. you look nice... ok, I'll stop." And I'm like, "why do you have to hold it back? I like compliments." I think he wanted to say he loves me. That would've been ok, too. But he didn't. Its ok. I already know it.

After dinner we watched TV for a while, messed around, and then he rubbed my back really good because it hurts from being on the computer so much. When it was time for me to go, I got in my car and drove away with a huge smile on my face and butterflies in my stomach.... that's what I had been missing. I knew he could do it to me, but he was getting on my nerves so much that I wasn't feeling it. I'm glad its back.