You Make Me Smile, Just for a While

I love Colbie Callait. Her songs just seem to put a smile on my face... kinda like BF. Some days he makes me want to just sit back and enjoy the simple things in life. I've been feeling a lot like I don't know how to appreciate what I have lately. I'm never satisfied with what's in front of me, always wanting what I don't have, and it makes me feel like there's something wrong with me that I'm not able to do that. But this weekend, he made me forget about that for a while. He took me downtown to the art museum, then we had dinner, and afterwards we went to see a band. Sunday we layed around all day laughing and being lazy and having lots of amazing sex. I swear we can't lay on the same couch together without it leading to that. Its not him either...I'm totally the instigator. Being near him just does that to me! It was really nice, though. He makes me happy. I wish I could focus on that more often, instead of anything that strikes me as a red flag.