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I'm kinda irritable today. Its really cold outside, which makes it cold here in the office too. I have my coat and scarf on, and a blanket over my legs. I don't feel like working. I'd rather be home snuggled under a blanket watching movies with my cats. I need to get some more movies at home. Maybe I'll rent some this week.

For some reason today, I'm thinking things like... am I a total ass for wanting to break up with FI? I know that BF can't be "the one" because he doesn't have all the qualities I would really like to find in a man. So, what am I doing? Am I just being an idiot or am I doing the right thing? Especially if FI is taking steps to better himself and his life. That should make me want to stick it out and see if we can make it work, right? Well, I don't know. Probably not.

Must be the crankiness that's got my head all twisted. Its kind of annoying that I can't just NOT think about that stuff. It would be nice if I just thought about nothing for a change.