Fiend for You

I'm craving the feeling I had last Thursday when I went over to his house and he couldn't stop touching me, kissing my hands, and staring into my eyes. I feel like every day since then has been a let down because he just doesn't seem the same as he did that day. I mean, I sat down on the floor in his room and he just dropped down right in front of me to stare into my eyes, smiled and said, "I don't think I've ever looked at your eyes this long before...its nice." He told me that when I leave, he tries to find a spot on his pillow that smells like me so he can feel like I'm still there. When I left his house, I got into my car and screamed because I had to let out the excitement inside of me.

So, what happened to that? I want that every single day! That's why my long relationships never last, because that feeling fades. It can't be fading this fast though!