I was desperately trying to fall asleep last night but my mind would not settle down from all this chaos and confusion in my relationship. I was thinking about what I needed to say to him and how he might respond. I pictured myself saying, "your friendship is the most important thing to me and I don't ever want to not have you in my life." And then it dawned on me. I thought about the saying I'd read earlier in the day and then heard someone say on TV as well:
"Love is not about finding someone you can live with. Its about finding the one you cannot live without."
My eyes opened suddenly and I thought, he's the one I can't live without. Oh my god. I never thought of it that way before and now I'm seeing it. Is it true? I may want him in my life forever but that doesn't mean he's the one. Right?
Friday, January 25, 2008
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