How many blog entries can I have in one day? There's too much chaos going on in here!
I feel like I'm going through 2 breakups at once. I can't have him even if I call it off with FI. So, I'm setting myself up for failure! Yet again, like with everything else in life. Its only natural right? If you carry on 2 relationships you're bound to have 2 breakups. But usually you have one to fall back on for awhile and then maybe the other to fall back on again later. But not both at once. Its killing me inside. The stress has broken down my immune system so that I caught a flu that's going around. I thought I was better after a day, but as soon as I get stressed again I feel like I'm going to puke, my head spins, I'm dizzy. I should've known I was putting myself in this predicament. But I tried to follow my heart. Maybe my heart is self destructive... a masochist maybe. I think I need to go home and lay down.
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