I Hate People!

WTF? Why do people always think they should give their 2 cents on everything? Its so annoying. As if I haven't had a hard enough time trying to decide what to do about our living situation. We finally decide that we're going to stay where BF lives, in his mom's house, until we're ready to move out on our own. I'm really nervous about the whole thing and about having to be there all day and night with his mom for 8 weeks during my maternity leave. I don't think I'm going to be comfortable at all. And now I've got people at work telling me I should stay with my mom for at least 2 weeks, giving me a guilt trip about "how's your mom going to feel? That's her first grandchild and she won't get to be with you during your recovery?" I feel like I'm going to cry. Seriously, I have so many things to think about and I get anxiety almost every day about something. Of course I want to be with my mom, but we're trying to get situated. I don't think moving into BFs house and then staying at my mom's house for 2 weeks will do me any good. Besides, what about BFs feelings? He wants to be with me every second of the day and I know damn well he won't want to stay at my mom's house with me for 2 weeks... so wtf?! Arggg... I hate people!!!

On A Valentine Cloud

I'm am on a cloud today! I have been so cheerful all day, even talkative here at work. I baked brownies for BF last night and decided while I'm at it I'll bake cupcakes for work, too. So, I had a couple of those today and I'm feeling quite adorable with my pregnant belly. Then just before lunch today I received a dozen and 1/2 roses delivered to my work with a card from BF that read,

"My Love, no flowers or words could express the feelings, passion, and impact you've made in my life. It may be lame, but your tryly my everything (remember, lame is what made me fall in love with you in the first place). Hope you have a lovely day."

Ahh... its good to be loved. And its great to be feeling this good while pregnant!