Flipmode

I was so productive last week, feeling great about myself and then this week totally lulled. Can't get myself motivated to do anything but yet I have this uncomfortable obsession with looking at wedding stuff online. I can't stop. It's not normal. I feel an anxiety in my body that is compelling me to get back on the computer and waste more time on this subject. It's really bothering me. I'm mad at myself for being so unproductive and sluggish this week and feel crazy for being suddenly being so obsessed with wedding stuff. Could it be the incredible valentines day I had? Could the sudden overdose of romance, sex, and spontaneity after a very long dry spell have pushed my hormones into overload and flipped some kind of switch in my brain that said "Start planning!"? I don't like this feeling at all.