Leaving the nest

Well, it's been a long long time since I've written a blog entry.  Needless to say, a lot has happened.  I'll backtrack later.  But for now, I just want to reflect in the peace and quiet while everyone else is sound asleep.  Despite the drama that inherently caused us to make the decision to move suddenly from FI's Mom's house to my Mom's house, 30 miles away from anything and everything in our daily lives because we need to escape but still can't afford to live on our own...I know in my heart that this is going to be good for us.  It may be difficult on all of us, some more than others.  It may be completely insane to just up and move in the matter of one weekend.  But I feel like I'll finally get the peace I've been missing, and hopefully it will give us the push we've been needing to get our shit together and finally grow up.

Insomnia

I've had the worst sleep all week. Knots in my stomach & restless, then weird random dreams. During the day I'm totally unmotivated and spend most of my time daydreaming. I assume its anxiety, but for what? Excitement now that we're finally engaged and already talking about dates and venues after only a few days? Am I just adjusting to DD (who is now 5) finally sleeping in her own bed starting this week? Then tonight I failed to attend a very important webinar for my home business. So I feel awful that I flaked out and let down my friend who worked so hard to be on that call with her mentor. I'm drinking tension tamer tea now. But I can't get the songs from Frozen out of my head. They just keep getting louder. I think tomorrow I need to workout to relieve some of this tension and get back on track.


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