Agggh.. Ok, yesterday we spent the afternoon dirty texting each other and then later when I went tanning I snapped some pics in the tanning bed and sent them to him afterwards. He liked them so much that he called me back and told me they were awesome and said, "I ...am I still allowed to say I love you? ...Because [looks down at the picture text] ...I love you, babe."
So what... he only loves me when I turn him on?
Then today he texts me about noon asking if I had more pics. And when I tried to start flirting and stuff like we did yesterday he was real brief with me saying he had to go somewhere soon and didn't have time. His exact words were "don't worry about where I'm going, just get me off". So I got all salty and was like "fuck you. get yourself off." and my brain started going all crazy on me. Who the hell does he think he is that he's got it like that? I'm not going to let him have this attitude where I'm just here to turn him on and get him off. First off, our friendship is too important to be on that tip all the time. Secondly, he messed up when he told me he was in love with me so many times, because now I think that's how he really feels and he's just hiding it so I won't get attached, since I have a fiance... but why would he be treating me like just another one of his girls if he really loves me? God, this is making me feel like I'm in highschool again. So ridiculous.
So what... he only loves me when I turn him on?
Then today he texts me about noon asking if I had more pics. And when I tried to start flirting and stuff like we did yesterday he was real brief with me saying he had to go somewhere soon and didn't have time. His exact words were "don't worry about where I'm going, just get me off". So I got all salty and was like "fuck you. get yourself off." and my brain started going all crazy on me. Who the hell does he think he is that he's got it like that? I'm not going to let him have this attitude where I'm just here to turn him on and get him off. First off, our friendship is too important to be on that tip all the time. Secondly, he messed up when he told me he was in love with me so many times, because now I think that's how he really feels and he's just hiding it so I won't get attached, since I have a fiance... but why would he be treating me like just another one of his girls if he really loves me? God, this is making me feel like I'm in highschool again. So ridiculous.
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