Sometimes I really annoy myself. I thought I'd gotten over my desire to get married for now. But now that I'm in love those wedding bells are back to haunt me. I can't stop thinking about weddings and wanting to have one of my own. Maybe its my biological clock ticking in my ear, "You're almost 28! Its time to get married and start a family!" But I don't even know if I could handle kids, so I definitely don't want them now! A wedding on the other hand... all the wonderful things that go with it... that I could handle now. 
However, BF is in no way ready for all that. He's younger than my ex-fiance was and he has so much more to do before he gets to the point of settling down. I don't want to scare him off. In the meantime, my mind is flooded with all these thoughts of destination weddings and wedding-related festivites. I just can't get them out of there! What is wrong with me?!
However, BF is in no way ready for all that. He's younger than my ex-fiance was and he has so much more to do before he gets to the point of settling down. I don't want to scare him off. In the meantime, my mind is flooded with all these thoughts of destination weddings and wedding-related festivites. I just can't get them out of there! What is wrong with me?!
2 comments:
I've concluded about myself that I don't so much want to be married as much as I want the big party, the gorgeous dress, the ring and all the presents. Maybe thats what you want too.
I wouldn't worry too much about getting married though because it'll happen when it happens.
I concur. Sometimes I don't even care whose wedding it is. I just want to plan it all and see the final product of my creation.
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